expio: (| muted shock.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...he is resting his hands a little more firmly against her, as if imploring her gently to rouse herself from the state she's in. (shock; denial.) Abel is cautiously beginning to turn her over, before lifting her body up into his arms to cradle her delicately, as if he were afraid she was made of glass - might break further than she's already been broken, if he's too careless. ]

Monts...?

[ this, too, is an illusion. surely. she cannot be hurt, right? she can't... die. she had survived that terrible fall, hadn't she? she-- any second now, she'll be fine. absolutely fine.

...this illusion will be shattered. she'll come around the corner, put a hand on his shoulder; even the monster's lilting voice would be a welcome alternative to this. the jarring absence of anything above the neck where he looks down where her face should be--

any second now. ...yes, any second now. ]
expio: (| unspeakable.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...it takes him an embarrassingly long amount of time to realize she had moved. in all fairness... the lack of a head attached to her body is suitably distracting a sight.

but it's the little tug he feels as her arm shifts that has him finally forcing his eyes away from the ravaged state of her neck--

and he feels more than slightly light-headed, a tingly swim washing over him. --she is... moving. she is moving...? is she--

those eyes are quick to dart toward the ...head, where it had rolled away from the rest of her. Abel is rewarded by the sight of those eyes -- open. alert, even. alert and alive. brain function had not ceased; despite the disconnect from her beating heart... she was still maintaining consciousness--?

...

he swallows thickly against the dryness in his mouth as much as the sick feeling that has been building for some time, now. a tad uncoordinated, a little clumsy, but so very careful none-the-less -- he is gently settling her body on the floor. rising, hand groping to the wall where the mirror had been to steady himself as he steps over her.

...his hands shakily stretch, brushing the disheveled splay of her blood-smeared hair from her eyes. (maybe he's lost his mind. maybe... this time, he really has--) ]

Monts...?
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expio: (| plucked heartstrings.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ unnerving. unnerving, gruesome... and achingly surreal. the girl who had hugged that oversized whale not too long ago, is the very same as the one who--

...

his hands are steady, somehow, when they come to carefully retrieve the wayward head of his friend. he's lifting her delicately, cradling her skull in his palms and delivering her to her own awaiting arms. hesitates, only to ensure her grip is firm and secure before letting go.

he can't say he is thinking straight in the moment; not terribly surprising considering the circumstances. but he can already feel the innumerable questions - worries, concerns for her and her fate - welling up inside him and tangling into a right mess she'll have to deal with later. because... she'll be coming back from this. because they will have a very long talk about everything, but--

only one thing matters right now.

...please, be alright. it's the lone furtive wish, the only thing he can focus on as he watches and waits to see her literally piece herself back together. ]
expio: (| awestruck.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ in a long line of unpleasant events, suppose there's no harm in chalking up one more to the list. watching Monts replace her severed head atop her body... was not something he expected to experience, today.

there's a lot that happens to be unraveling he can't say was on his to-do list, actually.

'it's okay,' she says - and Abel only looks increasingly concerned. after a few moments of staring at her in incredulity, he is gently extending his hand to run his fingers down her unblemished throat. her regeneration... this is all too much like-- ]


...You... aren't.

[ 'okay.' the furthest thing from it, in fact.

but she's whole. and that... has to be enough, for now. ]


You're-- are you sure you're...

[ .. ]
expio: (| forgiveness.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...ah. her fingers are just as steady and firm as they were last they tangled up with his. it's strange, isn't it? that he should feel reassured in some way by anything that has eyes like 'Monts', right now.

but he does.

everything has been put back where it belongs. if he didn't know any better, he could fool himself into believing it hadn't happened at all - that she had never been in pieces on the floor, scattered amongst all the broken glass.

...'didn't want to hear him cry,' hm? ironic how those are the words that make him most want to. ]

Please don't thank me.

[ it was his recklessness that permitted her to end up in this situation in the first place. his hand cups her cheek, thumb smoothing over soft skin as if in hopes of impressing his apology -- permitting himself just one more moment of indulgence to assuage his fears that she could've been stolen away and her life snuffed out, just like that. ]


...I'm sorry. [ the woman with the green eyes has been lost inside of this for so long, and... now, he's added one more terrible experience to the many in her life. ] You might not understand, but-- I'm sorry.

[ Monts. hold out for him just a little bit longer.

he's collecting himself, taking a steadying breath as he draws to his feet. the hand that softly strays from her cheek is held outward to help her up, should she take it. ]


And... I won't let that happen again.

[ nothing here will hurt her. ...they're getting out, now. he doesn't care how. ]
expio: (| unkempt.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...he is watching her warily; something about that statement in conjunction with the unsettling delight in her voice has him guarded. ]

What do you plan to do...?
expio: (| quiet observations.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's taking a small step back at the protrusions that penetrade the flooring beneath their feet - and watching as the vines twist, grow, shattering the mirrors and dispelling any lingering traces of unpleasantness with them. ]

Either this place will tire of us, or...

[ or it'll piss it off and invite retribution,

what a fun coin flip!! guess they're about to find out which ]


...Let's keep going, see how it's looking up ahead. Please keep close, Miss Monts.
expio: (| wayward souls.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-26 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that pale light is a Godsend. Abel is still on guard, unwilling to allow himself to heave a breath of relief until they two of them have made it far... far away from this hellhole.

...and until Monts has returned to herself, woken back up from wherever she's been lost in this creature's dreaming.

Abel is nodding his head, stepping forward with the crunch of broken glass underfoot as he cautiously proceeds toward that light, casting the occasional little glance behind him to ensure she is right at his back. ]


Then maybe it's time for you to give back what you've taken.

[ ...Abel hasn't given up on the missing green-eyed woman who should be walking beside him in the monster's place. ]
expio: (| empathy.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-27 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ blue eyes trail her lithe form as it passes him; her yo-yo between madness and lucidity is dizzying at times, but... he is praying that in her quieter moments, some trace of Monts lingers there, shows through. ]

...Do you think of yourself that way?

[ 'monster.' 'nightmare that should have never been.' ]

You have all of that woman's memories, and her feelings. So if that's true, then... you know I'll always listen.
expio: (| confessions.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-27 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...humans, for all their great and limitless capacity for love and kindness, were also capable of exceptional cruelty.

the grimace finds his lips as he lets her story sink in. discarded like literal 'trash.' ...Abel wishes he could claim to be a better man - but, these words elicit a bubbling up of old resentment and anger, pain on her behalf.

his hands lightly stretch. no matter how much this creature has warped her appearance - Monts' pain is thick in every word coming out of her lips. this is her story. this is her grief. it's impossible to remain unmoved by it, and to resist the knee-jerk desire to ease it somehow.

he's gently reaching out, resting his hand lightly atop her head to soothingly stroke where her head is ducked. ]

...I'm sorry.

[ pieces of her had fragmented that day, he thinks. it wouldn't be shocking. 'death' isn't something normal people survive, and a mere brush with it can leave lasting scars that aren't physical, even on a 'normal' person. but someone in this condition - someone haboring, lost to, a darkness that defies all logic and reason that won't permit her to die...?

... ]
expio: (| reluctance.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-29 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the mark slowly fading, dissolving from her skin... she's coming back to herself, isn't she? waking up from the dream she was having.

...and the relief is a little dizzying, he has to admit.

stepping out of the house of mirrors is gratifying enough on its own. seeing her eyes holding cognizance and familiarity... even if the expression on her face, the ache-inducing tone of her voice has his chest panging again--

it's Monts.

for a moment, all he can really bring himself to do is stare. this ordeal has been... enlightening. and exhausting. and concerning, and-- ]


...You really scared me this time, you... you know that?

[ don't mind the unsteady warble of his voice. he's really glad to see her. ]
expio: ([ bonds.)

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[personal profile] expio 2021-04-30 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ he lays his hand gently overtop hers, and for a brief moment -- he hesitates, something complicated and pensive touching his features. she, is... ]
expio: (& comforting embrace.)

[personal profile] expio 2021-04-30 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ --inevitably, he is drawing his arms around her to settle her into a slightly-too-tight sort of hug, instead. ]

...are you-- okay? You...

[ lost yourself in your memories,
lost yourself to your inner demon(s),
lost your head--

...maybe he's a little. concerned. ]

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